Breaking The Habit

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at faults
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
Tonight.

Dont Ever Change

If you hear this wherever you are
Just know I need you here
I need you near me now
You were brighter than the pale white moon
Reflected in your eyes
So I guess it's no surprise
I can't forget you
No matter what I do

I will always carry you in my heart
You'll always be my shooting star
Autumn days will fade away
But memories will always stay the same
I'm hoping you will never change
Don't ever change

I just need to slow down for a while
I'm missing your warm smile
And the way you used to say
"Stay with me
No matter what it takes
Just say you'll stay"

I will always carry you in my heart
You'll always be my shooting star
Autumn days will fade away
But memories will always stay the same
I'm hoping you will never change
Don't ever change.

Never.

A bird who hurt his wing,
now forgotten how to fly.

A song the he used to sing,
but can't remember why.

A breath he caught and kept,
that left him in a sigh.

It hurts him so to love you,
but he won't say goodbye.

Never.

Kerna inilah aku

Ku nyanyi kan lagu ini
sebebas gerak naluri,
bergetiran nada
berlagu hanya satu,
cemburui helang
melayang di langit biru,
pasrah ku menggaya,
menutupi hakikat itu,

Ya kekasih di dalam kekasih,
ya kekasih yang teramat ku kasih,
inilah lagu ku, inilah jiwa ku,
ini buat mu, kerana inilah aku.
bukakanlah pintu asmara mu,
titiskanlah madu keesaan mu.

Tetap ku petik tali gitar ini,
walau tak sehebat yg ku ingini,
ku aluni jua irama ku buat mu
walau lagu nya tak ditemani merdu,
namun tetap terus ku belagu,
kerna inilah aku, kerna inilah jiwa ku,

Kembali menimpali diri ini,
bunga kasih mekar mewangi
terbenam segunung sangka curiga
di herdik cahaya rahsia satu cinta.

Maha jernih air dari matamu,
ku hirup ku teguk semahu hati ku,
nyatanya cinta mu,
membinasa segalanya,
maka sejarahlah aku,
setelah lenyap tiada.

Pabila gitar dan pemetiknya,
Irama serta lagu nya,
cair menyatu,
yang nyata cinta dalam satu.